I saw my husband today. And it seriously fucked with my head, for reasons I’ll get into soon. It’s past 3:30 am I can’t sleep at all. I have to be in a new apartment in by Jan 1 or I honestly think my brain will explode.

The friend I’m staying w/is beyond nice & I genuinely enjoy her company, but this is her house & I’m very worried of being a hindrance constantly. Which for me means I can never relax. Which is why I guess I’m not sleeping at all tonight.

But, I never worry she’s going to kill me in my sleep so…it’s still an upgrade.